If I had to answer your first question sir; "What makes you feel warm, happy and inspired to live another day, another minute, on this plane of consciousness?" then I would have to say -
"Only that which is not part of man, of his heavy hand and its endless destructive path of ego, ignorance and empty values. This planet with its vibrating life -
Forests with life in every inch. Oceans flooded with miracles and rhythm. Perfect skies. Animal eyes." These are my reasons.
Why they don't see it? Why they don't want to see it, show mercy, love? Why they can't stay connected and in awe of this greatness, respond to it? you ask.
Unanswered question
this is what is dark
oh and - even though out of darkness comes light -
I
cannot
get
myself
to
like
its
somberness
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